One of my biggest issues is that I don’t have a passion. Not to say I’m not a passionate person, it’s just that there isn’t anything that I do, that I can think of a way to make a living with. People say, “do what you love” but I’m not sure what I love. I enjoy making things like jewelry and scrapbooks but that’s just fun. When I have to make the same thing over and over, it gets boring. I once made a bunch of duct tape wallets for willing to pay co-workers, I haven’t made any since! I like interior decorating but have limited skills in that department. I snowboard, I have my motorcycle license but I’m not talented enough in each to make much money off of them.
I can start with what I don’t love and therefore what I don’t want to do. I don’t want to sit in front of a computer and punch numbers into spreadsheets. I want to do something that’s fun and if it’s not fun, I hope I’m at least making a difference in the world.
My current retail job feels safe and that’s scary. I left once and I’m afraid to leave again. I’m comfortable, happy enough, content, but I’m not thrilled. Since I graduated high school I always answered the common question, “What do you want to do for a living?” with, “I don’t know but, I do know that I want to be a mom someday.” Is it wrong to want to be a housewife in this day and age? My problem is that I like to shop and I think I’d have a major issue spending someone else’s money.
There is a quote I’ve been thinking about for a while, “A boat is always safe in the harbor, but that’s not what boats are built for.” I’m just looking for some inspiration.